Fears: Death, death of family, getting a severe mental disability, being boring
Annoyances: food that doesn’t have structural integrity, pencils that don't sharpen correctly
Accomplishments: I have ok grades
Confusions: not liking pickles, AP Lang
Sorrows: laziness, low weight
Dreams: getting a well paying job
Idiosyncrasies: I speak loudly
Risks: I’m not much of a risk taker
Beloved Possessions, Now and then: Computer, Guitar, Keyboard
Problems: Procrastination
It’s hard for me to find any idiosyncrasies of myself. The only identifying features I have are that I like music, have ok grades, and am currently into chess, but am I really unique in any way? I often find myself wondering what makes people unique, and from that find myself a bit bland. My life plan, upon further inspection, seems a bit bland as well, which is to get a well paying job that may or may not bore me, and find fulfilment in hobbies. Right now I’m just drifting through high school, not present in any extracurriculars, which is pretty bland. One of my fears is that I’ll be boring forever, not ever known for anything, leading on a boring life in obscurity. I also find sometimes that my personality is sort of bland. How does one get that certain charisma? I feel like that person that people forget exists over summer break until they come back to school.
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